Twelve Rose Petals Fall - [Voice | Filtered from Nephry 100%]

[its_rose_damnit]

[Well, after a few days of putting up with the insanity of swapping bodies with his best friend, Dist has had just about enough. The mistaken identity was absolutely irritating now, and he's sick and tired of it. If these people want Jade, then fine. He'll gladly oblige their wishes for the old goat.

So, after throwing up a quick filter away from Nephry (who he's certain will disapprove of this) and looking over his shoulder to make sure Jade didn't burst out of his closet and choke him he opens his journal and makes a VERY MATURE voice post.]

Good evening, everyone. This is Colonel Jade Curtiss speaking to you all. I'd like to take this opportune moment to say that as well as being returned to Luceti for a brief stint, I am a bumbling idiot with absolutely no fashion sense what-so-ever. I eat out of a trough in Grand Chokmah, where I'm walked every morning, though I prefer to be carried as I'm too old and feeble to do much of anything, really.

My best friend is actually a man I'm sure you've all heard of - Dist the Rose! He's far better than me in every aspect and I only wish I could achieve half the things he has, but never will...

Alas, if only I wasn't born with the brain of a rappig. Oink.

Comments

[silversnowfall]

[She's in there. ...She can't help but sigh a little. His apology is appreciated, but she was hoping for an actual regret for his actions, not just for arguing with her.

There are things she does want to say to him. But she isn't sure if she should. He wanted peace and they aren't necessarily peaceful things.

...But she can at least open the door and look at him. There's no particular emotion in the gaze at all. ...Though she does appear to have recently been upset.]

[jeidotaku.livejournal.com]

[Dist looks away from Nephry's face when she appears, feeling the guilt for upsetting her to that degree gnawing at his insides. He wanted to say something else, but...what else was there to say that wasn't just a mediocre apology?

Not much, so Dist just allows the heavy silence to weigh down on his shoulders instead.]

[silversnowfall]

[She can't think of anything worthwhile to say. It's Jade's body and Saphir's mind standing in front of her. What a conundrum, and how awkward this is.]

[jeidotaku.livejournal.com]

[Dist takes a deep breath, feeling more and more uncomfortable as the silence lingered for a little too long. Finally, he broke it, though didn't meet her eyes. This must be so strange to hear, coming from her brother, but...it was how he felt. And it was the truth.]

...I hope you'll forgive me for upsetting you to such a degree, Nephry. That was not my intent - I only meant what I had done in jest. You have my word that I won't repeat it again, while I'm like this.

[silversnowfall]

[it takes a considerable amount of willpower not to say simply, "Peace, Saphir," and shut the door. He clearly wants a conversation of some sort.]

It isn't upsetting me that seems worrying. ...It is, in all three of you, a purposeful disregard of the feelings of others, that you might be entertained at their expense.

I've never been able to understand it or stop it. I don't know why I thought I could, this time.

[jeidotaku.livejournal.com]

[Dist bites his lip, stopping himself from saying something possibly very stupid. 'You can't change who I have become' or something similar. That'd only hurt them both in the end, if he even dared to say it. Instead, he just shook his head, turned away, and apologized once more, quietly. She shouldn't take that responsibility onto herself...looking out for all three of them so often.]

[silversnowfall]

[She has never in her life seen Jade bite his lip to keep himself from talking.

It's so strange.]

You have no need to apologize again. ...I'm not sure that you knew it would hurt me, too, or that it might bother those of his friends that are here.